My mother is a miser of emotion
My mother is a miser of affection
My mother is a miser
She pinches out the pennies of expression
And measures out the modicum of pain
Beyond the allotted portion
Was an interest I could never gain
Doled out sparsely and sparingly
As though too many hugs
Would tip the balance of her being
And woe betide her spendthrift daughter
Who’s very essence is cast about
Like pollen on the wind.